The Forever Love (:

The middle one.

2012-01-26T20:33:00.002+08:00

Hello! Updating after some time.

CNY was good and awesome. Had a enjoyable time on the first day.

Second day onwards no fun alr.. :( no people. Haiz.

Been quite stressed up with some things lately.

Going down now for a walk.

I need to find my inner peace. It's been too wrecked up...

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2012-01-21T22:50:00.002+08:00

HELLOO!!!!!!

Samantha is going off to Malaysia tomorrowz :((((

I wish i could go with her, hehehehee. i like going overseas:P

might be going China during dec hols!!!

hope that i do!

anwaaay, CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

CANT WAIT TO COLLECT THE ANGBAOS$$$ AND GO OUT WITH COUZZIES ^^

but i wanna celebrate with my friends :((((

but some of them not freee. haaaaaaiz.

dunnno what else to write!!!!!

BYEEEEEEEEEE.

will miss you SamanthaYipLin :( !!!

405.

2012-01-15T18:42:00.002+08:00

FUCK THIS SHIT.

I'm such a lousy ass friend.

No wonder nobody wanted to be my friend.

I get it.

I suck.

I'm sorry for not telling you anything...

It's not that I don't want to.

It's just... I don't know how and where to start.

I dont want to betray anyone of you..

If you don't know, I treat my friends especially important.

I don't like it when my friends cry or get upset over something.

I feel like I have no backbone. I'm always leaning on my friends for support..

I really really really wish I could tell you what's happening with me...

You don't know how bad I feel now.

I might just explode right now.

Who knows..... Maybe I might just die the next day. Hehe.

I'm the problem, so if I'm gone, problem solved:D yay!!!!!!!!!!!

404.

2012-01-15T01:39:00.002+08:00

Morning peopleee!!

its 1.30am right now, & im blogging!!!

feeling proud of myself for being able to blog, though i havent really finished my homework, and i have like 5 tests next week? howhowhow, you tell me how?!?!?!?

going out at 12pm later with Dancers!!!

though many are going, but honestly.. im feeling rather sad:/

anyway,

CNY is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yayness.

its the time when i can have super loads of fun and destress!!!

guess thats all i have to say!!!!

BYE.

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2012-01-13T20:43:00.002+08:00

Helloooo!!!
Been a long time since i last posted? im so sorry!
i only post when im using the computer or laptop, & since i havent been using any of this ever since school started, i didnt have time to come here and blog :(

Ever since school started, its been super hectic and a busy 2 weeks for me...
Teachers bombed us all with homeworks, tests, research, this & that.
On top of that, i still had to attend dance, go for poly/jc open houses.
The poly open house was gooood! got free shirt HAHA. im very cheapskate, just so you know.
JC open house was boringggg... :( they didnt even say anything about the academic studies there. there was only CCA booths and all!!!!
Went to NgeeAnn & Singapore Poly!
Went to Anderson & St. Andrews JC!
Next week is CNY celebration with school on friday!!!!! yayness...

Soo... what to do?
Been quite messed up and stressed lately because of certain things..
I've been wanting to get a h2h talk... but its seems like nobody wants to.
its either their too busy, or just can feel that they wont want one with me :/
#foreveralone.
I've been angry, pissed, sad, excited, happy this whole week. i dont know what else can i expect from next week.
All i know is that.. i dont want to be a burden to anyone..
i realized that im actually the cause and root of many problems.
i've caused many people to be upset and angry becuz of me.
& to those people,im very sorry.
anyway, to summarize it all, life isnt too great now.
& all i need, is my friend's love and support.
I realized i rely too much on my friends, i have no backbone..
i have to be independent.

I hope that everyone would be happy anyway no matter what is it!

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2011-12-17T11:46:00.002+08:00

GOOOOD MORNING!

long time since i've posted, sorry for neglecting you blog :(

anywaaay, since i cant remember what happened the past few days, i shall just post some things i remembered!

On Thursdaaaay, went shopping with SamanthaYipLin & JolynHoo :D

Siewwoon was supposed to come, but she didnt :(

My day started at 9am? woke up around that time, went to prepare everything, then went to PP by myself to go print pictures i needed :D

The aunty there was super unfriendly, maybe cause she's quite pissed i came so early. hehehe.

too bad for her, you think i wanted to !?!?

anyway, so she said 1 hour for it to be ready, and when she told me that, it was 10AM!!!

then she told me i can collect at 11.30am. zzzzzzzzzzzz. i came early is because i need to leave before 11.30am, so my plans were disrupted.

sat at macdonalds for 1 and a half hours waiting and waiting.

collected my pictures, went home to charge my damn phone cause battery was low, then off to meet samantha at eunos mrt, then met jolyn at the platform!

mrt-ed over to bugis, i suggested to go there because i needed to go buy clothes!

Jolyn and Sam bought things there, but in the end, i was the one who didnt buy anything :(

after some time, went over to Far East Plaza! :D

shopped shopped, me sam and jolyn bought shoes at this shop, me and sam denim blue, jolyn red!!!! it was cheap so we bought it ^^ satisfied! hehehe.

walked around more, my stomach growling like crazy hehe.

bought black high waist shorts, superrrrr nice:DDD

even though i only bought 2 things, i was quite happy alr. hehe.

so went to eat Pasta Mania, Sam left after awhile, ate, went to meet Stephanie!

passed her something, then went off, me and Jolyn both mrt-ed home :)

thats my day! :D

Yesterday went to study @ Jolyn's House with Samanthaaaaaa!

Today, im slacking at home. hehehe. noting to do.

Tomorrow going out buy bag with JolynHoooooooo! :DDD

Made Christmas Cards for Sam, Jolyn & Steph,

Still got more to comeeeeee :D

BYE!

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2011-11-30T21:22:00.002+08:00

HELLO LOVELIES!

im here to blog again. hehe.

can say that im not really in the best mood now..

but yeah, im trying to keep this blog alive, so i'll keep posting.

maybe i'll stop or post lesser when my school term starts.

havent been doing or even studying and revising my work much.

this is bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my willpower and determination level is so low, super horrible :(

i keep telling myself i need to start revising, i talk, but i dont do.

anyway, im too tired to continue posting!!!

so goodbye for now :)

400th post.

2011-11-26T01:52:00.004+08:00

Hello, goodmorning to everyone now.

This is a dedication to StephanieOngSiYing.
Although she would never read my blog, but for my 400th post, im dedicating it to her.

To start it off, you're one of the most unique and calm friend i've ever known, and am glad to have known.
I would like to specially thank you, for that morning, on the 20th november.
I wont forget what happen, but although it is nothing special, you were there for me, literally beside me, while i was crying, at 3-4-5am in the morning,trying to comfort me, asking me to stop crying, staying up till 6-7am when i stopped crying,not sleeping at all, then going home.
I really cant thank you enough, no friend would ever do that for me,(except for some others :)), you're one of a kind.
Whenever im in a sad/foul mood, you always sense it.
Countless of times, you're always the first one to come cheer me up,
whenever i have any problems, i'll go to you, because i know i can trust you, i know that you'll always be there for me, through rain or shine, & im thankful for that.
I can always lean on you for support, because i know you wont let me crumble.
I dont know how much i mean to you, but to me, you mean A LOT to me.
I know that i only knew you this year, but throughout this year, we've created so many memories, its countless till i cant even remember already.
(ohhhh, & remember the time, you me and alex at Jolyn's house downstairs the sofa? laughing at ourselves being so dumb. HAHAHAHAHA.) sorry for sidetracking.

anywayyyy, to cut it short, I LOVE YOU, STEPH ONG. <3<3<3

ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT. :)
KWAY LI ZHEN PROMISES TO ALWAYS BE YOUR LOVING FRIEND. :)

thats all, goodnight babehs. :D

Please, i really need your trust..

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2011-11-26T01:50:00.000+08:00

Hello people. :)

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2011-11-23T21:31:00.002+08:00

HELLO! once again.
anyway, time to update with some stuff!
last Saturday, went to jolyn's house for sleepover and housewarming.
it was... fun and sad at the same time?
stuff happened, and yeah. but thanks to those people who were there by my side :)
came back on sunday, & ever since then, i've been pigging at home :(
nothing to do, although i know i should be studying and doing my homework, but i cant concentrate, cuz there's maple(i've played back recently, awesome right?), and my itouch and phone.
distractions distractions.
now im feeling super sleepyy...
just finished on part of my english midas homework :(
still got many many more!
thats all for now. SAYONARA !

397 post.

2011-11-15T11:12:00.002+08:00

GOODMORNINGGGGGG!

i have nothing better to do, so im here to blog. ahhah.

holidays started already, although i've got many things to do,

always feel very lazy when im about to start.

so i end up procrastinating and end up not doing anything.

anywaaay!

im kind of worried about one thing.

i feel like asking my parents if i could go for the sleepover,

but i highly doubt they would allow...

but i really want to go :( it would be fun..

plus if i didnt go, i'll be missing out on alot of things.

its so unfair!!!

its not like im going to get raped or kidnapped there right ?:(

why why why!

everyone's gonna be having so much fun, while im stuck at home.

fuckingggg unfair can!

i want to go back to vivocity.

hehehehe. real soon. the last time i went there, it was super awesome!

the weather at that timing was cooling and windy,

and we had the view of RWS.

time to go back there soooooon.

thats all for now, BYEEEE!

its so unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(((((((

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2011-11-13T23:20:00.003+08:00

hellooooo sexy people.
back to blogging for today only. hehehe.

Anyway, today, went out to Vivo City with SamanthaYipLin.
met at 3plus? mrt-ed to vivo.
was kinda late cuz when she smsed me to meet her at 2.45pm, i just woke up from my nap.
hehehe, so everything was kinda rushed.
reached there at around 4? :(
went to buy subway cookies! 3 for $2.90.
then, went to daiso to buy some things. long long queue!
had stomach cramps the whole day, so it was super uncomfortable.
then went up to the rooftop to sit down and relax (:
the main reason why i ask her to come with me to vivo was becuz i wanted to go to the rooftop to sit and relax and just breathe in the fresh air! & seriously, it was kinda fun, cuz it was windy and chilly up there, not as hot as i thought it was going to be. toooook super many pictures with Sam's camera, but then it started raining :( so we had to leave, & go back to vivo!
went to harbourfront and walked around! bought some stuff, & i bought my favourite kinder surprise!!!!! yayness x infinty. hahahaha. but it cost like $10.60(super ex but worth it)
went to Macs for early dinner? haha. left with like 50cents after that, pathetic.
then left there at around 7pm?
it was still raining outside, me and Sam ran at the traffic light. reached the bus stop!
waited for 65 to bus to Ubi, while on the bus, laughed ALOT with her, end up when we reached ubi, we both wanted to pee really badly. ahahaha, becuz of all the laughing.
went on 15, when we reached the pp bus stop, we both quickly went in the direction of pp. ran again at the traffic light cuz it was blinking already!
finally, after we were done, Sam left, and i waited for Liting!
both of us went for dinner then went home, and once again, ran for the traffic light again!
now im at homeee!!
yay, and sam jst found her camera usb plug. woohoo!!!

this whole week, i walked under the rain more than 5 times!!!! and got drenched from head to toe too. sad life.
anyway thats all for today, byebye!!
feels like im only talking to my active reader. LOL.

Nothing lasts forever.

2011-10-27T18:48:00.002+08:00

I found out today that nothing lasts forever. Hehe.

It's not a good thing, but it's also not a bad thing.

God made us who we are, & it's up to his decision to see if that something would last forever.

Anyway, I'm bullshitting over that. Ignore me please. Hah.

It's coming to the end of the year already.

Its so freaking fast!!! Seems like just yesterday that I started sec3.

Can say that, sec 3 no doubtly was the best year out of the 3 years in Mjr.

I made many new friends, but lost a few on the way.

But it's okay. Like I said, nothing last forever.

Tomorrow is the meet the parents teachers day.

Mr Lee, my form teacher, already told the whole class their class and level position.

Although I'm not satisfied with it, but, I'm actually quite surprised that I even got it.

Considering that I did super badly for Amaths, which must have pulled my total marks now.

Anyway!! Forget about that. I just need to work hard next year. :) starting now!

Feels like I'm the only one who keeps having friendship, & all sorts of problems.

Actually, tbh, I think I'm the one creating all this for myself.

Unneccesary troubles & worries lead to depression.

That is why you see me in school with a black face, or whatever you call it.

I'm getting so jealous over so many things that I feel I'm gonma go crazy.

It's weird , you know?!?!?

& it's not normal for anyone to get jealous that easily.

I can't understand!!!!!!!!

Nobody understands me.

I can't do anything right, & yes. I guess it's finally time to admit, IM NOT A GOOD FRIEND.

Nobody tells me anything anymore, I'm just this girl in class you have to tahan with,

& she'll attitude you whenever she feels like you.

Yeah see? Arghhhhggggh. Sometimes I hate myself so much I want to kill myself.

In the mean times, nobody talks to me anyway.

So I'll disconnect myself with the reality and MIA from fb & twitter.

I might blog here again, well depends on my mold anyways

I don't know what to do anymore.

Well, fck me!

Even if I'm shattered, will you be there for me?

SHINEE THE 1ST CONCERT IN SINGAPORE.

2011-09-11T22:59:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!
im back, just to post about SHINEE WORLD CONCERT! first ever one in singapore.
so proud that i went to their first ever concert, and it was AWESOME.
so im here to post about it :) YAYYYY.

10september2011 , 6pm-9pm
So. this concert i went with KWAYLITING!
it totally made my day!!
my day started out quite bad as i woke up in a already bad mood.
woke up to see on twitter that SHINee already arrived in singapore!
their flight was like at 6am!!!! crazy much? but alot of people went to fetch them there.
they all dont need to sleep one heheeh, all owls. LOL.
anyway, was kinda frustrated too as i didnt know what to wear :/
in the end, chose what to wear, left the house with Liting at around 12.15pm.
mrt-ed all the way there, and by the time we reached there, the queue for the sales of merchandise was already so damn long. but luckily for us, the weather was so nice!
hehehe, halfway while i was queueing, th sun was damn hot!!!! sweated like some mad pig.
queued for about 2 hours plusplus. halfway through the queue, they told us that the towels were all officially sold out :( sad to the max, but its okay, bought lightsticks in the end.
better than nothing right? hehhe.
after buying, went straight to kallang leisure park, and ate!
Liting ate ban mian, while i ate chicken rice. decided where to go after that as we still had alot of time to spend before the concert started.
went to the arcade and played the disc game, super fun!!!! liting won though :(
then went to play mario kart, she won me again!!!!!! argh, by just a bit only can :(
started to get bored, went to subway to slack awhile and eat yummy cookies!!!
then walked around, inside was freezing, so we went outside for awhile.
after that we went to the top floor and sat there, while eating cheese fries.
kena chased out by the security guard. apparently we're not allowed to sit there.
after that, it was around 4.30pm. went to the stadium outside to look around.
it started to drizzle abit, and by 4.45pm, the entrance to the stadium was opened,
and people started to go in.
me and liting then went to find Tracy's friend, Sandra, who was going to the concert too!!
and she helped us get the tix, so thanks so much!!!! :)
she bought finger food at burger kind, ate it finish, then we went inside at around 5.40pm :)
the stadium was damn beautiful man!!!:D
it was filled with aqua pearlescent blue colour lightsticks. DAMN NICEEEEE. OMG.
took pictures, found our seat, sat down, soon after, it started!!!
yay, started straight at 6pm. there was tight security there too. we were not allowed to take pictures. but its okay, as i was busy enjoying the whole concert.
they slowly popped up from different parts of the stage.
luckily for me, KEY popped out at my side!!!!! directly infront of me.
died from happiness then. ehehehe.
most of the time, key was always at my area:) they sang a total of 30songs...
( will be back to post about the concert)
concert ended around 9pm:)
the most fun and interesting and new experience for me.
after we were done, said goodbye to sandra, then me and liting went to coffee bean to rest.
we didnt wantt to go home so quickly. missed them so much :(
started to talk about different parts of the concert.
it was so amazing!!!!
went home at around 10pm?
i will never ever ever forget that day :)))) yayness to the max!
thats all for now, will be back!!!
exams in 3 weeks. diedie. BYEEEEE.

just show a little care,will you?

2011-07-25T22:50:00.002+08:00

HELLO! (: i am back.
promised to try my best to come blog as often as possible, so here i am!
Today was the start of the week again, monday blues.
really starting to hate mondays :'( i wish the weekends would never end.
whenever its mon-fri, i really love it alot because of my school friends.
but once its friday night to sunday night, i would love my church friends alot.
its so hard to keep on living like this :(

Sometimes, i wish i could rewind time, wish i wasnt introduced to edge, or even net,
because sometimes, when its sunday, i tend to not feel like going for school,
cause i just miss my church friends too much, hate this feeling.
thus i hope that someday, i would be able to either stop feeling this way, or either
quit going for edge or net or sunday service.

sometimes i think like this,
"could you pls show more care and concern? becuz i cant seem to understand a
single thing that grows through that brain of yours!!!!!"
which makes me very super frustrated :(

ok, thats alll, goodbye to you lovely people. <3

its been a long time.

2011-07-22T17:38:00.002+08:00

HELLO to everyone out there. whether or not you're reading. haha.
its been quite some time since i last blogged right?
kinda miss blogging, but its no fun blogging when no people tag :(
anyway, stuff happened in school.
too many things for me to say, but anyway, first i would like to say,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ONG SIEW WOON!
Today is this loudspeaker's birthday! hahaha.
Hope that she had a realllly realllly reallly good time at school today, and that she received many many many presents :D ! May God bless you too, & stay happy okie! <3

So, yup.. hmm. nothing much to say, normal stuff.
monday - friday: school.
wednesday and thursday: dance.
oh, we're learning a new dance, and its more to the modern side than to the chinese.
friday i've got net, saturday ive got edge, sunday got morning and evening service.
my studies are deproving time by time. its getting worse.
and here i am, saying all this, but not doing anything, no actions, all talk.
idiot right? nevermind. tmorrow will be my homework/study day.
hehehe.
this day, was the worst day though, felt like my mind was gonna blow up.
but ohwell.

thats all i've to say! hahaha, goodbye for now. will try to blog more often :D

Imissyou, :(

Why do we try so hard?

2011-06-18T22:47:00.002+08:00

So goodbye, dont cry.

So ..

im back from YOUTH CAMP 2011!

first time im going for the camp.

it was in rompin, summerset resort

it was fun and not fun at the same time lah..

anyway, i heard the place is like going to tear down in 2 weeks time.

their service was like super lousy ah. cant blame them

they dont care much anyway. hahah

it was a fun time there :D

especially with my church friends!!!!!

to end it all, i learnt more about God,

although i didnt get touched or had an encounter with God, it was a good time for me.

but im taking one step at a time. so yup:))))

school's starting soon!

my holiday homework isnt done yet :( im so dead! ahahah

ok,

thats all, GOODBYE people. <3

forever or never

2011-05-29T18:46:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAYS HAVE STARTED!
finally, time to relax, and also at the same time buck up on my studies,
got back my report book on friday, marks was horrible.
deproved like crazy, so have to buck up, but luckily, mum was cool about it :)

no idea why, but holidays now is super sian.
nothing to do, and so lazy to go out.
but guess have to start doing something productive.
like starting on holiday homework?:D
yea, thats all.
goodbye.

:(

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2011-05-25T00:07:00.000+08:00

"Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage."

Live life to the fullest right ?:)

hheheh, friday pti,

after that june holidays!

thats all,

byeee :)

karma has finally bitten back.

2011-05-17T19:41:00.003+08:00

Hellooo to all of you reading this blog! which i doubt there is even anyone! hahaha.
anyway, this past week, hectic!

celebrated my birthday with this two awesome people, Samantha & Stephanie.
& thanks to my family for celebrating it with me too!:D
received many many many presents! hahaha, alot of wishes too.
this year's birthday was the best :D

Exams lasted for 2 weeks!
study study study all day long :( haiz.
mostly studied with samantha, went to loads of places! haha.
for example, airport, tampines, marine parade library!
but now exams are over, tomorrow most probably getting results!
im sure my results isnt going to be good, there will be at least 3 failures?
im so dead, im supposed to maintain my standard :(
especially being in this class, there is alot of smart people here!
so i have to work even harder!!! especially since i wasnt supposed to be in this class, but actually appealed to get in!
promise that for my end of year exams, i will work extremely hard ^^ to prove that im capable of keeping up with the standards of my classmates! hahaha.

now that exams are over, IM EXTREMELY BORED EVERYDAY!
i wonder how i am supposed to live during my june holidays.
hehe, 13-17th june going to church camp in malaysia!
thats all i guess! BYEBYEEE!

Oh,& thanks to Jolyn,Siewwoon,Huiqi,Zhiyin,Stephanie,Samantha,Winnie for being there for me always! :D love them all :D

23april2011

2011-04-22T23:38:00.002+08:00

Helloo guys and girls!
its 11.40pm now, and today's date is 22 april 2011!
although im super tired, i'll still stay up just to wait till my birthday :)

Past few days and weeks have been so damn tiring!
SYF is finally over, Dancers did their best, put in all their efforts, and achieved a GOLD!
School anniversary, also put in our best!
now that everything's over, i can finally have the sleep that i was deprived of like crazy.
woke up today with a swollen eye, :(
MYE are also starting soon.. and honestly. i havent started studying. so i feel very bad.
i cant fail my exams, it'll make my parents so disappointed in me :(
so i must work hard, jiayou to everyone taking their MYE starting next friday!

Very long since i finally posted.
hope people come and tag! ahahah.
guess that;s all? :)
Gennie's went to Genting :( but she wished me before she went, miss her.
Samantha just sent me a text! iloveher <3
thats all peeps, goodnight! staying up to 12am still!

hey baby,

2011-03-28T19:51:00.002+08:00

Can someone visit this damn blog & tag?!

why am i still posting when no one bloody visits? -.-

idiot. school sucks. my life sucks. everything sucks.

stressed&pressurized.

2011-03-27T20:38:00.002+08:00

YOOO.

my dead blog, im back :D so long since i posted.

school's pressurizing & stressing me out like crazy.

dance, need to practise for syf, every wednesday, thursday & friday.

school, so much homework. never ending.

& i cant listen in class BECAUSE i dont have enough sleep.

my life's a wreck!

anyway, thats all.

GOODBYE.

2011-03-21T22:57:00.000+08:00

Hello!

no time to post much nowadays.

studies, dance, syf,

super pressurized. but no choice.

kk, thats all, gooodbye!

boredness.

2011-03-12T23:56:00.003+08:00

Heyyyyy.
currently the time now is 11.56pm. & though im supersupersuper tired,
im still here blogging. cuz you know why?
waiting for my itouch to charge finish :) so i can sleep peacefully.
& listening to the current top english songs. which i havent done in a while.
anyway, finally went to meet Natasha & Reena today.
awesome day i swear, though it was a bad one at the same time.
phone & itouch battery died, cant use.
but camwhored using nat's phone! love my facebook picture now :)
went changi airport first, then parkway.
summarize. i love today alot. okay, goodbye.

super bored.

2011-03-06T13:11:00.003+08:00

hello.
im going to try posting more often, even though there it is dead.
trying to make it alive again.
school's starting tomorrow again. so fast right?

wanted to change blogskin :( but then suddenly didnt feel like changing.
bu she de huan. love this skin! haha, though i've been using this for so long.

kk, thats all. cya :D

CAMP.

2011-03-05T18:48:00.003+08:00

Hellooo. long time since i posted. no one visits but whatever.

Just back from camp yesterday.

Kahang camp 2-4 March. KOREF(Kahang Organic Rice Eco-Farm).

Overall it was okok. not so fun. not so boring. got some fun things though :D

2March

Woke up super super early. unlike the other days.

at 5am. super excited thats why.

bathed, got ready, left my phone & itouch at home.

carried my super heavy and big bag which i packed last minute the day before.

went to Samantha's house to find her :D

Both of us went to eat at coffeeshop.

after that, went to school, settle down and all.

waited so long. then boarded the bus. sat with my butch, Jing

3hours plus the ride? sat around the back. haha super noisy!

talktalktalk. but fun ride ;)

fell asleep.

Reached the campsite. put down bag, go pitch the tent. sleeping with Jing, Stephanie & Winnie.

after that, ate lunch. didnt feel like eating.

then had the asli water obstacles.

super muddy and everything. but still went in.

you go play this, surely wet one, is not your friends sabo you, instructor will! or teacher.

this activity was the most fun out of the rest :D

after that, went to do make the bamboo raft.

make already. almost done then the instructor say cannot do anymore :(

idiot ah. almost done already!!!!

after that. went to bathe i think.

didnt get to sit on bamboo raft and play too ;(

bathed finish, super rush. skipped dinner.

then got the night trail. super boring. plus hot.

after that reflection, got milo. finally.

then sleep, got spider in our tent. hahaa. then all four of us scream like siao.

at night super cold after that.

3March

Supposed to wake up 5.45? woke up i think 6am.

need to be at mph by 6.30

wait for toilet for so long. zzz. no one come out.

give up, brushed teeth.

skipped breakfast.

not hungry dunno why.

after that, i think went to do the organic farming.

super disgusting. the mud on the floor and the muddy water.

plus got sticks and everything on the floor. very pain.

after that, went to change into long pants & wash up.

kampong walk.

went to someone;s house.

trying my best not to fall asleep. was too tired ;(

after that,

lunch, ate.

suddenly the instructor decide to let us play bamboo rafting.

woohoo.

playplayplay.

then bathed and changed.

super rushh also. always not enough time to bathe one.

after that, camp fire preparations all the way.

till dinner. ate also. cuz hungry.

then campfiretime!

our cheer was okok ah.. just got no motivattion i guess?

best group was 3H :D

after that,reflection & milo again!

then slept.

4March

Must at mph by 5.30am.

super early. was supposed to be awake by 4.45am but woke up at 5.19?

hurry and rush do everything.

ate breakfast that day too ;)

finally homeeee.

on the bus, headache like crazy!

slept for 2hours straight on the bus?

pro right. hahaha.

reached school!

walked home. super heavy the bag.

Thats all about my camp ;)

i dont want to go school. super sien.

anyway, posted. BYE:D

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2011-02-12T23:23:00.000+08:00

Hellooo.
so long never post here. aiya, also nobody tag one.
no fun,
nevermind.
currently listening to seoulfm :D wah love this radio.
cause you know why? GOT KOREAN MUSIC. WAHAHA.
SHINEE<3 BEAST<3 SUPERJUNIOR<3
Hmm,
Valentine's day coming soon,
Memories ah:(
But nevermind, nothing much.
Finished homework alr! can go to sleep in peace!!!! so proud of myself.
okay, thats all. goooodbyes!

happpyyy

2011-02-02T15:17:00.000+08:00

Hellooooo!

Happy New Years' Eve to EVERYONE!

Have a blessed new year ya!

saranghae,

2011-01-22T21:41:00.002+08:00

finallly blogging again. hahaha.

please tag my blog :( die already.

anyway, school started already right..

ya, then stuff happened.

nothing much ah :D i'll change my blogskin soon !!

it's too old already. HAHA.

I messed everything up didnt i ?:(

:(

2011-01-03T01:17:00.001+08:00

Morrrrning, its 1.18am in the morning, today's the last day for me to sleep late :(
School's starting tomorrow. i want to die.
Everything from last year is gonna repeat..
New year already,
guess it's time for me to change my blogskin ?:)
Soooon! hahahaa. havent changed my blog link, and skin for so long.
can see my archives building up. LOL.
kk, byebye :D

holidays ARE over

2010-12-30T16:18:00.002+08:00

Longgggggggg time since i posted.
actually it isnt that long, but whatever.
anyway, school's starting soon. :( i wanna go school see friends, but i really dont
want to study. LOL. and hair attire grooming check, need pin up fringe?
thinking about whether i should cut my fringe or not..
i want my behind hair to grow longer, its long when let down, when tied up,
short like crap, arghhh.
and, my blog's like dead. no one tags it anymore.
need to revive it.
should i change my blogskin?
so long never change already.

anyway, came back from malaysia/genting trip just a few days ago.
had a really really really fun time there.
stayed at times square hotel for 1 night, before going off to genting.
this is the first time i go genting, the weather is DAMN cold.
its cold enough, then still got wind blowing!!!!
freeze your ass off there :D
celebrated Christmas over there, had christmas hats, watched Gulliver Travels,
or something liddat.
hilarious. the princess damn funny. kidnapped also must say one.
when at first world plaza, it was damn noisy, cause alot people making noise
with the stupid honk or smth? no idea.
second last day of the genting trip, went outdoor theme park, with
cousins and all. cause it was christmas on that day, the queues were damn long.
but we played from 1pm plus to like 9pm plus?
managed to play almost all the rollercoasters. wahahaha.
the flume ride, was last, lucky we saved it for last,
cause we got wet after that, after that, went back hotel.
didnt want to come back singapore.
after reaching singapore, that christmas party, which uncle Kim Soon planned!
thank you so much :D
received presents.

ok, thats all about my trip.
school's starting next week tuesday?
tomorrow is last day of 2011!
maybe meeting Mae and Ean to celebrate tgt with our families.
happy to see them, hahahaha <3

yesterday, me and liting were sitting in front of the lappy,
watching SBS Gayo Daejun. LOL. lucifer was awesomeeeee!
B2st was cute. hehehe.
Gikwang, Yoseob, Key & Onew, TROT!
now, i like, eunhyuk from suju. ahahah, so cute.
ok, im siao.
tonight, there's KBS Gayo Daejun!!!!
gonna watch it on tv, sun bian record it down, so i can watch anytime.
okok, byebyeeeee.

goodbyee!

2010-12-21T23:53:00.001+08:00

Hellooo.
sorry, havent been updating this blog.
thanks for still tagging people :)
anyway, off to malaysia tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!
even though i went like so many times.
still happy that im going abroad. HAHAHA.
okay, thats all, gotta wake up at 5am tmr.
now its 11.55pm. ehhee.
goodnights :)

SHINee

2010-12-06T13:55:00.002+08:00

Helllloooo! havent been posting much. hehehe. shall update abit now.
i finally know when going holidays, 22-26december.
so far away. somemore, straight after that, school gonna start.
anyway. my laptop got taken away to go fix in msia :(
no laptop to use, means no downloading new songs.
but nvm, lucky i got my itouch, hehehe.
if no itouch, i can go die. have to fight with siblings for computer.
>:(
i wanna exercise!! anyone wanna go swim/cycle/run/badminton with me?:D
keep eating and eating, but never exercise!
dunno what else to update about,
guess thats all, byeeeee :)

-

2010-11-27T12:08:00.003+08:00

This whole weeek didnt have cca.

awesome, can sleep till late late. hahaha.

WEdnesday & Thursday had to kinda help Natalie's dad with his work.

At least i worked abit. hehehe.

feel like going to find work, wanna earn money, but also lazy at the same time.

Thats all ;)

Oh, ytd went bowling with Net :D

Awesomeee, heheh, i feel like going to bowl again!!!

ok,byeee.

stubborn = me

2010-11-22T12:14:00.003+08:00

Helloooo, havent been posting much here.

Hehehe, sorry for neglecting you, blog.

Holidays, dance, church,youth, everythingggg.

im bankrupt like siao now. :(

Always need to keep asking my mummy and daddy for money,

feel so bad.

anyway, im in love with tweeter.

wahahaha,

and i had a dream about Key(super bad one).

somemore its the first time! >:(

anyway, thats all :D

gooooodbyeee!

-

2010-11-15T10:13:00.001+08:00

G'morning everyone. :D

This week is gonna be tiring,

gonna have to wake up early everyday!!

Except friday, my relax timeee.

nothing much to blog about,

so... BYE.

holidays

2010-11-12T10:44:00.002+08:00

This week's been really depressing. :(

but some people cheered me up at least a little bit! thanks guys.

Got back my streaming results, was super unhappy with my results.

I wanted to get POA & Amaths, but only got Amaths, & not POA :(

Went to get an appeal form, had a hard time trying to think of what to write, but got help from Liting & Yanxin.

Thaaaanks! :D

Hm.. then recently, nothing much, went for Net, Youth service, & Church.

I think just ytdytd,

went to play badminton downstairs my house with Jingjing, Tiffany, & Yanxin.

played at the place where it's supposed to be for street soccer,

but no one was there, so who cares.:D

Played & played, first me & jing vs. yanxin & tiffany.

then, me & yanxin vs. tiffany & jing.

lastlyyyyy, me & tiffany vs. jing & yanxin!

hehehe, then yanxin went to get water for us since we were like super thirstyyy.

played till 10 plus?

then lights went off -_-

so went home. wanna play badminton again.

super fun.

Today going for Net, maybe going swimming At Joanne's house=D

okay, thats all.

OHHH, and.

LINAA'S BACK HOME! HOORAY!:D

BOREDDDDDD

2010-11-07T11:55:00.001+08:00

BLOGGING AGAIN!
Super bored nowadays ;(
Yesterday ytd went shopping with Lina to bugis!
Bought clothes & shoe! Thanks mummy & daddy.<3
went Ean's house for his birthday. Miss Mae alot!!
Nothing much.
Okay, bye-bye ;)

boredom.

2010-10-17T11:19:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

exams over, slackkkk,

but super bored, have nothing to do.

okay,byebye.

YAY

2010-10-15T13:37:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER! YAY!:D
wahahaha, finally sia.

Today woke up 6plus?
no school, but was going with mummy daddy and aunty to kusu island. hehehe.
turtle island. dunno lah.
its quite nice, when in the boat, got aircon, first time sit boat got aircon :D
they say the island is shaped like a turtle? dunno its true anot. alot turtle stuff there.
saw one really really huge turtle/tortoise. ( its edible)
super big sia.
took alot photos there, lucky we went early, cause it later become more hotter and hotter.

now im super tired. waiting alex come take the papers for me, thanks :)

after that, im gonna go sleep. :D

byeee!

:(

2010-10-09T00:53:00.002+08:00

Exams are coming,
shit right?
Im not doing well, not studying at all :(
i feel so bad. my life sucks,
anyway, changed some stuff in my blog.
going to be 1am soon.
gooodnight!

imsorry for causing all this :(
if i could, i would help you.
SORRY :(

Sheeeeeepy

2010-10-03T17:46:00.002+08:00

Hello! Eoy's coming!! Just around the corner
And I haven't even been studying much:( I'm gonna fail it.
Anyway, nothing much happened.
Didn't go church ytd and today. Feel bad, but was so freaking tired!
Went to parkway ytd! Wanted to eat pepper lunch
But closed already! Sad.
Anyway, thaaats all.:D
Lazy to update nowadays!!
Exams coming, need to study :(
Byebyeee :D

Close enough.

2010-10-01T14:33:00.001+08:00

English paper today! Hard, but anyway, hope I passed.
Thaaaats all.

I cant help but feel suspicious.

Sorry.

2010-09-27T15:18:00.002+08:00

Hello!
Today had school, wasn't motivated to study AT ALL.
was busy thinking about some other stuff, and couldnt concentrate.

Im sorry.
Sorry if I took you for granted..
I didn't mean whatever I said to you,
You of all people should know that I was joking.
If I could, I would write a list of things you have ever did for me,
But I bet this whole blog would not even be enough.
Thankyou, for everything,<3
hope you'll forgive me.

insomnia.

2010-09-16T21:08:00.003+08:00

I remember all the memories I had with you.
And, I'll always remember it :)
I know you would probably forget all about it,
Becuz to you, it hurt too much,
But.. I regretted what i did, I know regretting what i did has no use,
But if i could rewind time, i surely wouldnt make the same mistake ever again.

Surely, this is not enough for you..

HI.

2010-09-14T21:38:00.003+08:00

Hello, posting again! boring nowadays.
Only posting becuz Shawn asking me to. hahaha.
My sister is pmsing now. LOL. joking.
anyway, EOY coming! i feel so guilty for not studying! at all.
Im so dead.
I wanna go holiday):
overseaaaaas. i wanna play with snow. haha. im so lame.
ok, thats all, i have absolutely nothing to post ):
byebyez.

I dont know, i rather not go back to the past.

boring.

2010-09-14T09:27:00.002+08:00

Hello :D
posting again. blog is dead. no one ever visits anymore.
now currently at school. freaking tired. ):
cant wait for the eoy to be over, but at the same time, i dontwant the eoy to come):
doing home ec now, facebooking.
Shawn's sleeping like a pig. HAHAHA.
im so mean, okay, thats all, byebye :D

-

2010-09-02T20:47:00.002+08:00

Hello!
Posting using itouch.
Was sick the past few days.
Not feeling too well still nowadays
I have a sleeping disorder :D
Exams coming, tests and tests.
Must study hard, no more slacking ):
Anyyyway! Nothing to post already. Byebyeeez!:)
Happyyhappy Shawn? xD

ILOVEYOU.

2010-08-23T21:30:00.001+08:00

hahahahaha. hello people.
i love my friends, and family, & HIM:D
okay byeeeeee!
LUVVVV YOU!=D

im back.

2010-08-20T20:44:00.003+08:00

HELLO, posting again. hahaha.
nobody visits this blog, why should i posttttt? but still.forfun. im bored.
as always, got school.
nothing much.
PLEASE TAG! THIS BLOG IS DEAD! ):
Gooddddbye!

Why are you always talking about that person?
am i realllynothing to you.
im super pissed at the fact, that that person doesnt careabout you.
but yet. all you talk is about me!
am i your best friend or what?
or am i just someone to replace her,
wtf, in the first place, i think you didnt even treat me as a FRIEND.
obviously you dont know how hard im trying to give you signs that,
im still there for you, but you just dont get it.

-

2010-08-02T21:11:00.002+08:00

Helloooooo. blogging again/
sunday, went to church,
after that went anchorvale community centre.
went swimming.
even at the entrance of the pool there, was already damn cold.
when me yanxin and lina were in the pool. it was fking cold.-.-
only penguins can stay there i tell you,
you go try, tell you you will freeeze :)
after swimming, was still defrozing.
ate macs.
drove over to compass point the library there.
borrowed books!!
secret santa rocks man. hahaha
then, drove to yanxin's house awhileeee.
he bathed, then go back down with aunty yanxin and lina.
went over to my house, fetch liting lerkoon and mummy:)
off to the aiport! woohoo, fetching xingjie :D
walked aroundddd, ate, tired plus sleepy to the max, DAMN<
was so moooooody, tired, sleepy. ):
around 10.40 xingjie cameeee, welcomed her back home.
welcome back btw:D
next is uncle kim soon's. miss him damn alot. gonna go fetch him no matter what!
yup, so that was my day.
came home straight chhange fall asleep.
today.
tiring like shyttt.
alot probleeems.
anyway, thats all, goodbyeeeee<3

-

2010-08-01T08:40:00.002+08:00

HELLO!:D
Goodmorning to all of youuuuu.
im packing my bag to go to church now!
after that going off to swimming at who knows where:D
hope its anchorvale!:P
stupid shawn wanna throw me away )):
okay, goooodbye!:D

uhoh.

2010-07-31T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hellooooo, yes im blogging again. HAHA.
because people keep asking me to blog. :D so i shall.
anyway, today had the stupid cabin opening event at school.
had to wake up like freaking early. tired to the max after that leh.
went to parkway after event with Yeesan and Jing !
banquet :D, wanted to go foodcourt!!!! but no space.))):
ate the yummy wanton noodle!<3
after that shopped aroundddd!
went home around 2plus. tiredlikecrap
fell asleep straight away. failed. slept only 1 hr!? -.-
tmr probably goin church! not enough sleeep. tmr night going fetch xingjie from beijing.
freaking excited, cant wait to see her sia. so long. haha actually only like 8-9 months.
but still. hahahaa.
okay, i blogged:D GOOOODBYE<3
Shawn rocks! :D

-

2010-07-29T21:17:00.000+08:00

HELLO! I BLOGGED AT THIS DEAD BLOG.
NOW GOODBYE!
IM DEAD TIRED=D

-

2010-07-28T20:52:00.001+08:00

Hellohello!
nobody ever visits this blog anymore except for shawn ):
anywaaay
school suckss!
so tiring.
so much homework, plus dance.
but anyway,
idc:D
damn sleepy right now, gonna fall asleep anytime.
anyway! i blogged. people please taggggg! hahaha keep this ass blog alive.
thankyou!
night !

5months.

2010-07-20T20:18:00.002+08:00

Hellllo!
Havent been posting for a long time already. ahhaha. blog's gonna die.
nevermind. shall invite people here to tag. haha.
okay, so tired now. tmr having dance.
nothing much to say.
kkkk
goodbye!

sickkkkkk.

2010-06-30T13:06:00.000+08:00

Helloo, so long since i blogged.
Am sick now. -.-
nothing much to say, have to drink some weird drink.
anywayyy, i blogged. goooodbye!

只为爱上你

2010-06-06T09:27:00.001+08:00

Helloo people :)
sorry, havent been posting for quite some time now, yeahhh?
holidays, jing keeps complaining that its boring!
haha!, but i think its VERY fun.
okayy,
anyway, later 6pm plus going off to swim.
Going to watch karate kid with Jing dunno when though.
kk, thats all.
byebyeeeeee.

ohh and ahhh.

2010-05-25T17:09:00.002+08:00

Hellooooo,
today school sucked. dont want to talk about it anyway.
anyway,

Dont make her choose her between 2 bestfriends.
you cant HELP her choose her friends.
she has her own life.

GOODBYE.

2010-05-24T19:51:00.003+08:00

Helloooo, im so ffreaking tired now.

Just back from dance, though didnt dance.

HAHA, that sounds stupid.

Btw, 2G people, please remember to bring your english compre book, and your english file.

Recess was fun today, talked about HAIRBANDS.

HAHA. only alex & jing know what is it.

Drama, was funnyfunnyfunny :D

ALEX! remember to text or call me every single hour to remind me to drink WATER!

HAHA, and you just sms-ed me ! thought you would forget already!

haha, luv you loads lah :D:D! bestest friend ever ♥

OHHH. btw, remember bring your english compre book & file!

JING! dont worry, i will go universal studios with YOU <3!

promise you already whattt! cannot break promises :)

kk,

thats all :D

I wish all the guys would be like you,A,sweet&caring. ):

MACCCCC.

2010-05-23T09:28:00.002+08:00

Gooodmorning people.
Yesterday at around 10 plus, went to Kallang Macdonalds with Liting Lina Lerkoon Mummy & Daddy.
Mac was like very crowded. usually not so crowded one.
then i was thinking.
is it because Show Luo concert is at indoor stadium.
haha, then i text my cousin,
cause she at his concert,
ask her where is the concert.
she said indoor stadium.
HAHA.
i was telling Liting that maybe Show is gonna walk into Mac.!
hahah,
then she dont care.
haha,
then check my phone,
saw my cousin say that is at indoorstadium:)
was freaking excited :D!
if show luo walks into Mac, i bet the whole place with explode.
hahahah.
then she said that,
show wanted the people at his concert to write this on their fb or msn or whatever:
罗志祥舞法舞天演唱会好看参了！
HAHA.
i wanna gooo!
gah.
he gonna appear at IMM today thoughhh.
but i cannot go,
going swimming at 6.!
but its okayyyyyyy!
Shawn will help me take pictures, right ?:D
hahaha!
anyway,
thats all.:)
my throat still hurts. ):
kkbyebyebye:)

JL.

2010-05-22T20:39:00.002+08:00

helloooo.
im so bored.
today whole day do nothing.
woke up in the morning with a verrrrrry painful & sore throat ):
damn pain,
then got headache.
and fever.
walked around house.
was very tired,
and very tired to move on,
so just kept lying on sofa.
3plus went down to buy food :)
tired man
zzzz.
just now just took medicine.
i think im much better now,:)
but i dont want to go school!
i wanna be sickkkkk.
ok,
thats all!
goodnight everyone.

You say that when i talk to you,
you like it alot.
but im scared one day,
you will find it irritating.)':

BANGERS.

2010-05-21T23:56:00.015+08:00

Hello people :)

its like 12.16am now,

very tired, but gotta blog and upload photos on blogger & fb then can sleep!

& tag people's blog .

Today school actually very boring one.

chinese need copycopy, everything also copy,

other class dont even have teacher.

why you come sia.

then maths,

ate potato chips during class, shared with JINGJING and ALEXANDRA .

hahah,

afer that,

got recess,

then drama!

funfunfun :D

then chemistry,

nobody was listening to Mrs Tan,

poorthing,

then slack around the school,

then off to reflection hall.

listen to them talk about dunno what.

then got the very touching earth hour video

after that,

go library borrow book!

then go bubble tea shop.

after that,

went to JING's house with ALEX!:D

jing helped straighten alex's hair.

and it was like reborned leh :D

hahha nicenice.

alex go secretly reborn your hair ?:D

then,

camwhored,

alot.

was very hyper,

especially ALEX!

hahahaha, we were all damn high.

should do this more often,

right BANGERS?

then ate fries !

very nice.

after that,

me & alex went offf!

walked to the side gate bubble tea shop,:)

then,

alex realised she was late,

then rushed off into cab!

then i walked homeeeeee!

was still freaking hyper ok xD.

uploaded the photos onto facebook & blogger :D

gonna go tagging people's blog now.

kk,

goodnight.

Treats other the way you want to be treated can ?

blah.

2010-05-16T23:25:00.002+08:00

im very bored now.

very tired.

but dontwant to sleep.

okay,

gonna watch Devil beside you!

FigaroCeng !

kk,

night to all :)

tmr no school.

Memories flooding back.

but. forgive and forget right ?

currently talking to Jing & Hanna !

Thanks for tryng to cheer me up HAN! :)

Jing chill ~

take a chill pill.

actually you have alreadyy chill-ed.

ir.

2010-05-13T21:09:00.002+08:00

hello,
is this the third or second post today ?
aiya,
anyway
just came back from marina bay sands resort :)
or integrated resorts.
whatever!
very boring there.
nothing to see.
but the wanton mee there is nice.
wahaha.
kk,
tmr no schooool !
gonna watch devil beside you ,
& miss no good later on.
im in love with taiwan dramas :D
byebye!
sorry Y.

Devil beside you.

2010-05-13T16:53:00.002+08:00

Exams are over !
Now , currently watching 不良笑花.
Very nice plus romantic.
Kk that's all.

Remember I asked you to give me a chance ?
You told me ,
我不配.
I'll always remember it..

爱情是可以让的吗、？
虽然我爱你，
我要你幸福。
加油.:)

dead blog.

2010-05-12T21:21:00.004+08:00

hello,!
haven't blogged for quite some time ? :)
very busy,
exams & all.
but tomorrow is the last day of exams.
happyhappy.
kk
byebyebye
watching glee now!:)

BYE.

cheerup Shawn :)

Betrayal , trust , revenge

2010-04-30T22:54:00.003+08:00

Gonna make my blog private as soon as my laptop is fixed .
Sorry have nt been bloggig
many problems lately
today ,
have to thank
James , Gean , Tommy and their friends For comforting me today :)
thanks xingjie tooooo !

Cant forgive can forget .

blahblah

2010-04-25T20:40:00.002+08:00

helloooo :)
blogging now,~
cause Hanna's blogging too LOL
gonna go blog tagging later !
whahaahah.
today woke up around 8am ?
went down meet Alex & Er gu ,
with Lina, Lerkoon at around 9am .
go there eat macs :)
the shops like all still closeeee!
eat alr,
go arcade plaaaay !
play finish,
alex went with me & lina go buy my present :)
lina bought slippers !
i well.
didnt buy anything .
wanted to buy bag,
but Mae & Ean alr bought me one :)
so i told him that he can just gimme the money i next time buy :)
he said okay,
and gave me 50dollars.
:D
moneyface.
i only told him 30 will do :X
after that,
go home sleeepp!
3 hours.
tired D:
wake up
do hwk and stuuff !
thats all!
tmr got school.
exams coming .
hope can do well .
kk

byebye :)

Birthday wishes

2010-04-24T08:35:00.003+08:00

Helloo,
goodmorning .
Gonna start posting about birthday wishes ,

Thanks to those who wished me happy birthday :

Jingjing, Wenkang, Alan, Firdaus,
Hanna, Jason, Jerrold, LohJiajun,
Jimmy, James, Joel, Merlloyd,
Mingqian, Mummy, Daddy, Liting,
DarrenLim, Darren, Kristal, Durah,
Mingwei, Nicholas, Dhiya, Chengxiang,
Thenghou, Crystal, Joey, AuntySiewLan,
Lina, Lerkoon, Natasha, Samantha,
Shawn, Shengyang, Tracy, Jasper,
Kaying, Huiqi, SiewWoon, JayLee,
DanielSu, Willy, Yoong Lee, Alex ,
Alexandra, Wendy, Jun, Janessa,
EstherHo, Kaiyin, Brenda, IrisQuah,
Kimberly, Roger, AnnaTan, Gladwin,
JiaJun, NadiahArman, Joyce, Wanru,
Winnie, Andy, Mae, Ean,
Rohaizah, BenjaminTam, BenjaminChoo, UncleKimsoon,
Justine, Xingjie, Yanxin, Boonkhong,
Ruishu, WanXuan, Pearlyn, Amanda.

Okay , thanks to all those :)!

What kind of friend are you ?
Do you even care ?
What if I treated you like that for your birthday ?
Bloodyhell .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

2010-04-23T22:30:00.006+08:00

HELLOHELLOHELLO!
hypertothemax.
today is..
LIZHEN'S BIRTHDAAAAAAY !
wooooo,
May God bless me :D
& hope all my dreams and wishes come trueeee!
hahahha!
today was a funfunfun daaaaay :)
kkay,
not gonna post about other days yaaa!
yesterday night,
already got people wish me happy birthday on FB!
hahaha,
early one.
ytd also got the school anniversary.
now very the tired .
today,
23April2010
bestdayever <3 !
woke up at 6am.
very hyper.
hahaha, my sisters and bro all like so sadsad.
tehhehe.
only i happyhappy.
received birthday wishes from fb, sms, msn.
JING called me at 12 am !
but i didnt answer D:!
Jasy called me tooo D:!
never answer T.T
sleeeeeeping like pig !
but JING is the only one to wish me on 12am. onthedot.
loveherLOADS<3!
went schoooool,
then got chinese lesson
boring,
then maths :)
boring.
then english. BORING :)
everything is boring, cause i couldnt wait till my birthday celebration.
after schooool,
Huiqi & Kaying followed me walk home to my house.
go up,
eat,
packed bag :)
then off to Kaying houseee!
eat maggie there.
wahahhaha.
she changed.
camwhored.
Huiqi kept hugging me ! waahaha.
keep wishing me happy birthday too :P
pictures below @
kk,
then,
after that,
off to PP!
went to newzealand ice cream there meet ALEX & JING.
saw ALEX & JING with SHENGYANG & ALAN.
unexpected!
wahhaahah.
happy luh~
then kaying & huiqi left to go huiqi house bathe and all :)
left me alex jing sy alan.
:)
off to ECP!
(eastcoastpark)
played with sand
wrote on rocks :)
after some time,
sy & alan went off.
tooook many pictures there :D!
ALEX & JING wrote on the sand " Happy Birthday Lizhen "
hahha,
i added a " 2304 "
then played with sand
i didnt want to get into the water !
but alex and jing pulled me in x)!
they wanted to throw sand at me !
EVIL !
hahaha runrunrun.
tired like hell.
then after awhile
go back rock sit there,
then kaying & huiqi came back
then we pretend never see them
hahhaah.
then took pictures.
throw rocks into the seaaa,
after awhile,
we went off to pp :)
by that time,
me & jing already changed.
my hair was wet you seee.
ate mac,
only eat icecream.
ALAN came. :)
then after eating,
go off back to PP!
was DAMN hyper lah :):):)
gooddaaaaaay today :)!
reached pp~
huiqi & kaying went to library,
sent alex off to tuition,
left me JING ALAN.
went to watsons buy my plaster .
which reminds me i havent take it out LOL
then go to walk walk around :)
after awhile,
sy came,
met us at Borders.
walked aroundddddd :)!
whahahah
i was veryveryvery hyper.
kept laughing and laughing.
of course luh,
my bday why wouldnt i ?
loveeeeeeeeed today :)
then after awhile,
alan gtg,
sy went off for awhile.
me and jing.
SHOPPPPPED!
but didnt buy anything,
JING wants a fox for her birthday.
shall get her a FOX for her birthday LOL
after that,
alex came meet us.
we three go kfc to EAT~
after that.
me and alex took 2 photos at toilet.
then off back homeeeee.
funfunfun day :)
tomorrow celebrating with my family members.
haha,
but..
wonder why is everyone so sad now ? D:
just now talking to jing,
was pissing her off.
also pissing myself off -.-
alex wasnt replying me.
kkkkkkkk!
pictures all below :)
i like the last photo.

PHOTOS

Alex & me in toilet .

ECP - Eastcoastpark.

this happy bday lizhen is done by kaying & huiqi :)

3 bestfrs together <3!

they buried my feet :O

added the " 2304 " :D

done by JING & ALEX <3

at Kaying's house,

Huiqi & me :)

Kaying & me :)

Dance

me & Buddy <3!

Lastly :)

AlltimeFavourite photo for todaaaaay!

Happybirthday to Lizhen,

Happy birthday to Lizhen,

Happy birthday to MEEEEEEE,

Happy birthday to LIZZHHEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNN! :)

im so lame.

byebye :)

Easy to forgive, Hard to forget .

percy jackson.

2010-04-13T19:03:00.006+08:00

Hellos,
shall start posting on sunday.

11 April 2010
had church that daay.
me and lina went down to carpark around 9.20 am to meet yanxin.
he haven't reach,
late. he owes us.
hahah.
then drove to church,
go eat,
then go church,
then after that.
there was this youth outing thing.
dont think im going as there's dance.
anyway
after this,
yanxin drove me and lina to the animal farm,
or pet farm
or whatever!
haha
fun leh.
feed animals there ~
but hooooot!
after that,
went to ang mo kio ther ?
clean car!
ahahah
wanted eat mac,
but didnt
wanted go library there,
also didnt.
decided to go airport.
yanxin treaaaat us swensons! :D:D:D
hahah!
ateee~
then go library .
after that,
homed!
fun day uhhhs.
Yanxin , best cousin ever !

12 April 2010
had schoool,
nothing much happened.
boring nowadays.):

13 April 2010
todaay
alex's thing got stolen
more than half of the people in my class the bag open!
gah
alex cheeer up <3!
kk..
im not too happy myself about something.

pictures below.

yanxin trying to act like the macdonalds guy !
hahah.

yanxin , lina.

me, lina.

peacock !

me trying to feed the hamster, :)

yanxin feeding the rabbit.

just cut my hair.

i look shit lahhhhh.

mid years are comming.

i gonna die.

What would you do ?

If i were to die ,

because nowadays,

i feel that,

you are becoming more & more further away from me.

i feel like im living in my own fairytale,

which i cant be saved from :)

Im in loveeeeeeeeee with PJ !
YAY!

I hate you.

2010-04-10T12:25:00.001+08:00

Hello
bloddy pissed now

zzz
u hate girls who confess to boys ?
Is it even your business ?
Why do you have to care
you're a heartless guy who doesn't know anything .
All guys are jerks

U call me
and say all those
then the next minute
u're acting like nothing happened
WTF is this lah
you don't like me
u in the first place should have just told me .
How can you love me ?
I'm just bluffing myself
you're bluffing yourself too
it's the truth .
I love you
untill now I do
but the little things you do is making me hate you more .
I don't know what this is becoming .

Bloodyhell
lah
later going out to pray
then going library with Natasha , reena, Lina and me (:
can't wait to meet them laaaah !!!!!
Miss them loaaads (:!
Kk bye .

D:

2010-04-09T20:36:00.003+08:00

Helloos.
currently listening to we are the world.
loool.
anyway
today
was almost late D:
walked veryvery fast.
hahaha.
got chinese
boring is the word :)
SUCK!
then got maths
funny :D
then got some hongkong teachers come sit with us listen to mr han teach .
haha,
the whole class quiet for the first time !
then rrecess!
staircase taken ):
then got english.
boring
==!
then chemistry.
teaching,
blahblah.
then got break
then VLP
not last session sia
cheat de!
i thought last lesson.
asssss!
then got dance
hahha
all went ish.
then practice the dance
go back dancr roooom
all lie on the floooooor sleep and rest..
then the 16 dancers went hall
the rest stay behind .
blahblah
then went off with Sam & Alex. :)
go bubble tea there.
then go void deck there eattt!
haaha
funfun
then walked homeeeeee
omg
my sister lended the percy jackson and the lightning thief book!!!!
im gonna read it #$@#%@#%^.!!!
kk
byebbyebyebey

i love you,
but i have to remember ,
you have a girlfriend.
everyday
its torture for me .
someone help me. )':

-jumped , 888th floor.

marina barrage photos .

bye.

marina barrage.

2010-04-08T20:25:00.002+08:00

helloooos!
shall post about yesterday and todayyyy!
7April2010
School was fun todaaay.
okayss, lets seeee.
got pe ,
did shutter run.
i run 11.3 seconds or something,
slow right ?
D:
then got biology test, think it was still okok!
hope i pass lah D:
Recesssss,
drink milo!
hahaha,
then i playing the milo then everything spill on my shirt T.T
daaaamn.
then go sit,
at staircase there,
* ahem * and * ahem * came to sit with us .
hahaa,
ce,
get to listen to We are the world :)
then,
after school,
go to bubble tea shop with Alex Yeesan Jing :D
we got a promise!
we all single now :)
whoever get boyf first,
must buy a present for the other threeeeeeeeeee!
ahahha,
everyone stared at meee D:
i am not lorh !
or maybe.
hehe.
okok,
then went daaaaance.
then homed.

8April2010
i knew today was gonna be exciting!
ok,
went to side gate find yeesan jing alex.
then go in,
got maths.
funny lah :D:D!
Mr Han is actually a VERY fun tcher .
then got art .
hahah,
anyhow paint lah ~
was doing literature things there though.
then recesss :D
go sit staircaseee!
ehhe,
then got englishhhh!
blahblah.
then geography.
got my geo test bacccck!
10/15 :D
haha,
then literaturee!!!
funnny funny like siao :D
got test.
then need to perform the act.
for the...
i dunno what.
==
aiyaaa anyway
mateen and alex is like DAMN funnny :D:D:D:D:D!
ahahaha, couldnt stop laughing,
sorry alex -.-..
and mateeen
!
then go canteen prepare go marina barrage.
dunno why nowadays also not hungry.
go theree,
VERYERYfun.
i loveee JINGJING! YEESAN! ALEX!
i was like freaking hyper can ?
hyper till cannot hyper anymore-.-
ask JING!
then go back schoooool.
go for dance.
awhile later go down.
then saw YEESAN and JINGJING!
then i was like run to JING !
hahaha,
then alex run to yeesaaaaan!
then jing run to me
yeesan run to alex
haahah!
cooool rightt ?!
kk,
then go homeeee.
with Gean they all.
kkkkkk
byebyebye

pictures uploaded next timeeee.

Confidence.

2010-04-06T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hellos ,
posting again.
Just now just finished studying for my biology (:
feel asleep on the table ):
was feeling tired like crap.
ok,

I think,
A is afterall a really good guy (:
I hope he wil be really happy without me .

I'll follow
my heart.

I've only got 1 wish for my birthday..
And I'm guessing it will not come true ..

Iloveyou.

-

2010-04-04T13:45:00.002+08:00

helloos,
very bored.
posting awhile nia.
going off to airport very soon.
:)
saw a really nice shirt at cotton on !
wahahha.
i wanna buy it .
photos below,
byebyeee.

bye.

-

2010-04-03T23:38:00.002+08:00

Hellloo
it's gonna be 12 am soon, and I'm not asleep.
Haiz,
tomorrow going fetch yanxin from airport
YAY:D!
me liting Lina went parkway just now .
Then we went cotton on .
There was this lady, who thought I was the sales assistant,
so she was like saying to me , this pair I don't want or smth like that.
Then I was like , huh??? Looking at her.
Then she realised I wasn't a sales assistant and said sorry and went off.
Hahha, do i look like a sales assistant to you?!?
Seriously -.-
not the first time it happened,
second time alr !
That time at bata also got happen:x
went borders,
saw the book Percy Jackson and the battle of the labyrinth:D:D:D!
I wanted t buy it ,
but decided not to (:
hehe.
Just now in the morning went to cemetry pray,
come back straightaway fall asleeeeep!
Anyways ,

Am I still even your friend ?
You didn't even ask me ?
You don't care at all do you..

Tired..
Gonna go sleep
goodnight .

我知道

2010-04-02T12:26:00.002+08:00

Heyy
posting again
if you guys have time
go listen to 我知道 - BY2
it's really nice .

I know our love hasn't ended,
you can't forget me,
it's the same for me.
I'll accept the reason why we can't be together .
I know you still love me ,
you know how sad I will be ,
that's why you just keep on being happy .
Just to cheer me up.
I don't believe our love has ended, because I know in my heart, we still both love each other.
If one day, you were to say that you have stopped loving me ,
I will still remember our love .
There will always be a spot for you in my heart.
Let nature take it's course .
If we were meant to be with each other, we will be.
If not, then we shouldjust let go and move on.

I believe ,
one day,
I will find my true love.

Percy Jackson.

2010-04-02T10:03:00.005+08:00

Hello all.
Back to blogging again.
i dont usually blog on weekdays.
only weekends.
anyway,
firstly i would like to say.
Happy birthday Natasha !
May God bless you , & hope all your dreams and wishes come true.
Hope we'll both always be best friends still :)!
4-5 years alr, :D!

anyways,
last few days were suckish.
have not been very happy.
yesterday had Dance.
so happy sia!
i can finally go down for my right splitt :D:D:D:D.
yesyesyes!
then left split only left abit i can go down alr :)
then for the Xia Yao,
i can do also!
finally,
after 1 year of training!~
Thanks to Siew Woon for helpinggggg!
Haha,
jiayou to Jolyn'Bestie Girlfriend :)
yesterday.
i received sms from Singtel.
HAHA,
they wish me happy birthday ~
so early.
got treats for me seh :)
i forgot what else i wanna say.
tomorrow waking up early go cemetry.
tomorrow also going swimming <3!
Now gonna post some lyrics & songs.

我知道- by2

從來沒想過
cong lai mei xiang guo
不能再和你牽手
bu neng zai he ni qian shou
委屈時候沒有你
wei qu shi hou mei you ni
陪著我心痛
pei zhu wo xin tong
一切都是我
yi qie dou shi wo
太過驕縱
tai guo jiao zong
以為你會懂
yi wei ni hui dong
一直忘了說
yi zhi wang le shuo
我有多感動
wo you duo gan dong

我知道你還是愛著我
wo zhi dao ni hai shi ai zhe wo
雖然分開的理由
sui ran, fen kai de li you
我們都已接受
wo men dou yi jie shou
你知道我會有多難過
ni zhi dao wo hui you duo nan guo
所以即使到最後
suo yi ji shi dao zui hou
還微笑著要我加油
hai wei xiao zhu yao wo jia you

我知道你還放不下我
wo zhi dao ni hai fang bu xia wo
才會在離開時
cai hui zai li kai shi
閉著眼沒有回頭
bi zhe yan mei you hui tou
我們都知道彼此心中
wo men dou zhi dao bi ci xin zhong
其實這份愛沒停過
qi shi zhe fen ai mei ting guo

從來沒想過
cong lai mei xiang guo
不能再和你牽手
bu neng zai he ni qian shou
委屈時候沒有你
wei qu shi hou mei you ni
陪著我心痛
pei zhu wo xin tong
一切都是我
yi qie dou shi wo
太過驕縱
tai guo jiao zong
以為你會懂
yi wei ni hui dong
一直忘了說
yi zhi wang le shuo
我有多感動
wo you duo gan dong

我知道你還是愛著我
wo zhi dao ni hai shi ai zhe wo
雖然分開的理由
sui ran, fen kai de li you
我們都已接受
wo men dou yi jie shou
你知道我會有多難過
ni zhi dao wo hui you duo nan guo
所以即使到最後
suo yi ji shi dao zui hou
還微笑著要我加油
hai wei xiao zhu yao wo jia you

我知道你還放不下我
wo zhi dao ni hai fang bu xia wo
才會在離開時
cai hui zai li kai shi
閉著眼沒有回頭
bi zhe yan mei you hui tou
我們都知道彼此心中
wo men dou zhi dao bi ci xin zhong
其實這份愛沒停過
qi shi zhe fen ai mei ting guo

曾經完整幸福的夢
ceng jing wan zheng xing fu de meng
在腦海裡頭
zai mao hai li tou
我多希望你
wo duo xi wang ni
還在我左右
hai zai wo zuo you

我知道你還是愛著我
wo zhi dao ni hai shi ai zhe wo
雖然分開的理由
sui ran, fen kai de li you
我們都已接受
wo men dou yi jie shou
你知道我會有多難過
ni zhi dao wo hui you duo nan guo
所以即使到最後
suo yi ji shi dao zui hou
還微笑著要我加油
hai wei xiao zhu yao wo jia you

我知道你還放不下我
wo zhi dao ni hai fang bu xia wo
才會在離開時
cai hui zai li kai shi
閉著眼沒有回頭
bi zhe yan mei you hui tou
答應你我會好好過
da ying ni wo hui hao hao guo
不讓這些眼淚白流你牽手
bu rang zhe xie yan lei bai liu

Overboard - Justin Bieber

It feels like weve been out at sea
So back and forth thats how its seems
Whoa and when I want to talk
you say to me
That if its meant to be, it will be
So crazy in this thing we call love
The love that we got that we just cant give up
Im reaching out for you tell me
out here in the water and I)

Im overboard and I need your love
Pull me up
I cant swim on my own
Its to much
Feels like Im drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver oh wow

Never understand you when you say
Wanting me to met you half way.
Felt like I was doing my part
Get bringing your coming up short
Funny how these thing change
Cause now I see

So crazy in this love we call love
and now that we got it
we just cant give up
Im reaching out for ya
Got me out here in the water and I

Im overboard
And I need your love
Pull me up (Pull me up)
I cant swim on my own
Its to much (Its to much)
Feels like Im drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My life saver

Its supposed to be some give and take I know.
Your only taking and not given any more
So what will I do? (So what will I do?)
Cause I still love you. (Still love you Baby)
Youre the only one who can save me

Im overboard
And I need your love
Pull me up (Pull me up)
I cant swim on my own
Its to much (Its to much)
Feels like Im drowning (Im drowning baby Im drowning)without your love
So throw yourself out to me (Cant swim)
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver
My life saver
(Its crazy, crazy crazy, yeah) Life saver
Oh life saver
Oh life saver
Oh life saver
Oh life saver
Yeah

kk,
thats all.
bye.

oh,
and one last thing.
im in love with the Percy Jackson books.
just read finish the second and third book.
i want the first & last ):
kkbyebye.

-

2010-03-31T20:56:00.001+08:00

2 words,
Goodbye .

Overboard .

2010-03-30T20:57:00.002+08:00

Helloo
Currently feel like crying .
Because I'm heartbroken.

You started all this ..
If you hadn't steaded , this wouldn't have happened.
You say you love me .
But yet you're with another girl.
Seeing the one you love loving someone else hurts .
I can't accept any other guy because of you.

I'm at a loss )':
you dumped me before , you're doing it again.
Why do you keep repeating your mistakes ..

I feel like just sleeping and never waking up EVER again .
Damn shit ass .

overboard,onetime

2010-03-27T22:27:00.003+08:00

hellohelloheloo!
hahaha,
haven't been posting for quite some timee.
im frigging tired lah.
nvm.
i dunno what happened the past few days,
cause i got stm.
but on 26 March,
it was Kaying's birthday .
so just wanna say,
Happy birthday Kaying !
May God bless you,
& hope all your wishes come true :)
& ...
Happy Birthday Weilong !
May God bless you,
& hope all your wishes come true toooo !
kk,
thats all.
now,
pass few days got dance,
very tiring,
thats all i can say.
want to die already can.
then today,
woke up 8 am.
pack pack ,
then go down eat with mummy.
go mrt,
meet jing,
by the time we in mrt,
already like 8.40 ?!
we supposed to meet 8.45 .
so as always,
I was FREAKING out.
haha,
this is called kiasu.
LOL.
walking damn fast!
hahaaha,
then jing was like,
ZHEN!
slow down, we're not gonna be late.
i didnt believe. haahah!
cause i didnt see any sec 2 girls or boys left.
so its right im freaking out !
reached there,
sec2 boys havent even run LOL.
hahah!
sorry jing for making you walk so fast !
waste our energy.
sat down,
talk talk,
then sec 2 boys went~
then sec 2 girls!
hahaha,
i was initially SUPPOSED to run with either alex and kaying, OR yeesan and jing.
but in the end!
i run in the middle with no one )':
was like freaking tired ):
in the middle,
met James!
hahaah he was asking me to run faster~
then saw Gean and some other ppl.
LOL.
runrunrun,
finish!
hhahaahah,
27 position :)
wooohoo!
i improved by alot seh.
last year 50 plus lehzxzx.
then go take water,
waited jing & yeesan comeee!
they got 50 or 60plus :D:D:D!
Congraaaaatulations to JING & YEESAN!!! <3 :D
wahahaha,
then walk to take bag.
yeesan went off with meiting :)
me & jing, so sit on bench talk talk talk.
LOL. then alot people pass by~ talk & wave! hahaha.
then kaying & alex pass by !
woooo~ shouted to alex!
ehehe. she came. then said she had to go. so waved bye to her.
kaying joined us cause she wanted to go white sands with us :)
walk there~
tireeeeed. went mac.
luckily, we found a place in the packed mac :D hahah.
ateee! so delicious luh:D then, saw Charis lesbie :D hahaha, she was sitting on top us.
then go walk walk. wanted to buy shirts. was wearing my pe. then walked around.
there's this shop, alano. very nice and cheap the shirts there
jing wanna go again ?:D i didnt get to buy my shirt LOL.
then go take neoprint!hahah kaying bought a nice shirt, and her shirt had a jacket, so she gave her jacket to jing, i took kaying's previous shirt. go in, taketake! haha,nice lah :)
love them both <3!
then clement they all came. we went off. leg gonna break anytime.
walked around,
jing bought her mac.
again!
pig :X.
jkjk,
took mrt !
go eunos.
then went off!
go upstairs.
put bag.
go back down with Lina & lerkoon.
go mrt there,
check how much is the price of the bag i wanted,
18 dollars nia :D:D:D!
im gonna buy it :)
jing wanna buy it with me not ?D:!
why never reply my msn seh you !
urgggh.
then go buy bubble teaaa!
then go back up,
do abit hwk.
cant concentrate .
hahaha.
then packed,
aunty drove us to hougang swimming complex!
hheeheh,
swim with Lina Lerkoon Tracy :D
claire wasnt here.
swim finish,
tired like crap can ?
the my leg,
walao,
got that stupid thing come back again.
then go eat!
spaghetti :D:D:D!
wooooo<3
then go bus-ed home:D
wanted to go see liting at her school,
cause she having a play there/
bt in the end didnt ):
ok,
thaaats all.
my eyes are gonna close anytime soon.
very the tired leh.
D:
goooodbye alr -.-!
very long post leh.
gaaaaah
night!

Bigbig.

2010-03-24T21:42:00.002+08:00

Hiii peeeps !
Usin itouch t blogg!
Hahha,
don't forget my daaaay !
23 Aprillllllll !(: 

photooooooooooos!

2010-03-22T22:17:00.004+08:00

hellohello !
currently watching Glee while blogging.
haha,
uploaded photos!
one is me & lerkoon at airport on monddaaay.
the rest are during school time :).
wahhhah,
boring.
school has beeen very boring.
gahgah.
ok,
byebye.

Take your best shot .

2010-03-16T14:37:00.002+08:00

Helloo,
never blog fr quite some time !
Got pictures to upload, but now
using itouch to blog.
Today was supposed to go out .
But .. Nvm.!

Guess nobodies will ALWAYS be nobodies .

I didn't do anything wrong, yet you scolded me .
Please get your facts right can?

Really sick of my life.

Idont want to go back to school ):

LALA

2010-03-14T16:24:00.002+08:00

hellooo people (:

Currrently at JINGJING's housee:D

wooohoo!

its so nicee :D

wahahha!

first to visit her house :D

just now went church with Xingjie Yanxin 3 rd uncle, & linaaa :D

after tht go yanxin house,

aateeee mac :D

later 7 plus going hommeeee

woohoooo~

so bored D:

just now jing called yeesaaan!

and i said hi to her :D hahahah!

kk,

byebyebyee.

jing is trying to ask her mum for mac HAHA.

BBS.

2010-03-13T11:09:00.003+08:00

hellos peoplee,
i can finally blog,
& its finally holidaay timeee.
currently msn-ing with HANNASOFEA!
i know your secreeeet darling!
just now was talking on phone with ALEXKONG!
past few daays,
sucked,
life goes on ~.
ytd,
some fk shit thing happened,
dont want to saaay anything about it.
tomorrow night going to xingjie houseeee!
she monday going beijing luh D:
tuesdaaay going out with ALEXKONG! YEESANLEE! JINGJINGHO! <3
this holiday,
i must do my HWK !
& studystudystudyyyyy !
currently dont wanna talk to anyone.
because of what happened ytd.
ok,
thats all.
gonna change blogskin.
goodbye.
!

One day, you'll get your retribution, just wait,
you wont get away with this.

Thanks ALEX, SAM, WANRU, JEAN, JING, CHARIS, JASY, HANNA && YEESAN for helpinggg me!

true love doesnt exsist.

2010-03-08T21:31:00.003+08:00

hellohello!
blogging,
today veh boring!
go school!
see jingjingho & alex (MEAT)!
yeeesaaanlee was latee D:!
jing is likeee damn dark !?!?
alex is still okaay :D
yeesan like no differenceee!
got pe.
run 4.5 runs around school D:
got 16.30mins.
daaaamn,
i run so slow LOL
then got geo,
failed my fking paper D:
first time seh.
daaamn shitzxzx.
11.5/25.
wtf.
then recessss,
recessed with alex jing yeesan kaying huiqi sam.
drank soup !
then go back class,
chemistry,
tcher was shouting at us.
haaaaiz.
got back chem paper.FAILLLL.
ohgod D:
wwwwwhy !
i forgot how much i got LOL.
then english ~
got CLASSTEST paper.
14/20.
at least pass.
== but only class test,
havent get common test.
then maaaaths,
failed D:
shitless.
i fail everything le lah !
no hope T.T
at least bio pass.
F......................
gahgah.
after school,
james waved to me,
& i waved back
hahahaha.
talked for awhile.
go home sleeeeep,
watched cruel temptation,
batheeed.
hwk :D
currently talking with ALEX ( MEAT )
tryng to cheer her up !
ahaha,
she very dao mei today :X
cheer up alex :D
aaanyway.

Why are you ignoring me ,
may i ask ?
what did i do wrong ?
i've been trying hard,
passing you notes,
smsing you,
im alr trying my best ,
yet you wont give me a chance.
yes,
you can say you are too busy at basketball,
but that if you are still human,
AFTER your basketball,
at least you can still reply me.
im pissed at the fact tht you ignore me.
even if i were to send you a hundred & million smses a day,
you still wouldnt even want to reply one damn sms.
at least right,
you can just reply me like say you busy or what ?
you never even reply,
yea,
im too ugly or fat or stubborn or irritating or stupid or an asshole or wtv ,
im not good for you ,
now i know.
its no use liking you.
when i ask ppl what is the hwk,
they explain to me,
i also cannot understand,
even if they explain till very very damn detailed,
i cant understand.
because im too confused with you.
now i know :)
I'm sorry if i haaave ever disturbed you
or irritated you,
at least if you want to be cold to me ,
you can,
but hope you dont do it to your gf next time :).

thats all.

PS,
those invited to my private blog,
gogo see.
updated.

-

2010-03-06T16:16:00.001+08:00

Heyheyyy,
forgot t say something just now! Haha.

Congrats on being captain of the bball team!
I guess there's no hope fr us anymore right?
Jiayou bah(:

Deniaaaal.

2010-03-06T14:41:00.002+08:00

Hellohellohello!
shall post about YESTERDAY & TODAY.
Yesterday - 5 March2010,
boring ddaaay.
was in computer lab whole daay using com.
finished the glogster thing.
after school,
walked over to Yanxin's house.
haha,
jing i walked the path where you say is got alot shade & like garden liddat de.
went to disturb him!
HAHA.
ate at his houseee.
Alex Jing & Yeesan came bacccck from camp alr!
YAY!
shall see them on Mondaaaaaay!
Helped Yanxin clean his daaaaamn dirty room LOL.
he on-ed aircon for me. wooo.
im allergic to dust,
so while i was in his room.
keep sneezing & sneezing & sneezing,
& my eye got redder & redder & redder .
-.-
clean doneeee,
then off to Eunos,
he was waiting downstairs for me while i went up to my house
to see if Liting or Lina wanted to go with me & Yanxin to eat :D
both wanted to go,
we took a realllly long time to prepare & go meet yanxin xD
he was reaaly angry :P
then,
went to bus to go siglap. :D
ate pizza hut there:D
we four order,
all tgt is 60 plus.
HAHA
kept laughing like crazy woman there :P
ate finisssh!
then went home :D

Todaaaay!
going siwmming later at 6.30 pm :)
tmr going church D:
im such a busy woman LOL.
nothing much to saaay!
byebyeee.

I still have that email you sent me when we were tgt.
I still keep it,
I know you have moved on,
But i will always rmb You.

Even if you were angry or sad or whatever,
i always tried my best to cheer you up,
but you dont do the same for me.
You only care about other pple.

Maybe I'm not missed by them D:
..

4th day

2010-03-04T18:50:00.006+08:00

hellooo!
4th daaay without jingjing! alex! yeesan!
haaaiz,
tmr they coming back lerhs!
today was a fun day!
hahahah.
today dont have assembly leh
LOL
sec 1 went for their cmap,
their pink tshirt is damn nice D:
sec 2s go to com lab.
do glogster.
create create!
fun lehzxzx.
haha.
its something like blog,
after finish it,
can relax,
do anything we all want :)
very slack rightzxzx?
recess~
ate,
thn boarded bus to go to Singapore Discovery Centre.
sat with MADAN!<3
listen music,
almost slept,
so tired.
reached there!
walked to the army museum. :D
go see see.
then got one part,
must sit inside the room,
then got the tanks & helicopter,
when the show start,
the heliopter blow,
the wind daaaaamn big luh.
blow & blow & blow.
-.-
then after that,
go discovery centreee.
go walk walk :X
got break,
ate hotdog bun :)
went toilet take pic.
ahaha.
then got bus tour.
was busy using madan's phone :X
then after that,
back mjr!
hahaha,
tmr need to do the real glogster alr.
kk,
thts all,
byeee
currently watching cruel temptation!

GodBlessYou!

MaDan & LiZhen

3rd day

2010-03-03T19:02:00.002+08:00

hellooooos!
third day without JING YEESAN ALEX!
today not so tiredd:D
got assembly,
sec 3s went for their camp,
sec 1 got their sec 1 camp ??
sec 4 &5 got workshop .
went back class!
read the book,
diary of a wimpy kid :D
first book.
hahaa,
damn interesting seeh!
after that,
recess,
vvery little ppl at canteen.
eat eat with Madan & Yuying.
then went back class!
watched finish the show,
Way Back Home.
its freaking sad & nice larhs :D
i pity the grandmother D:
she try all her best to help the grandson,
yet the grandson is like,
damn shit,
treat the grandma like craaaapzxzx.
hehe,
then watch another show,
The Tale Of Mari , & The Three Puppies.
waaah,
this one,
best manzzxzxx!
is about a girl named aya,
and a boy ryota,
and the father and grandmother!
then got earthquake
& all.
waah damn sad.
this i cried like siao luhss.
D: D: D:
both this show is korean/japanese.
i forgot which one -.-
watcccch finish!
then got break,
watch another show ,
My Fair Lady,
this is english show,
but never even watch lorh.
was sleeping ^^!
hhehee,
so boring :X.
tmr going singapore discovery centreee!
seriously enjoying it here !
haha,
kk.byebyeeee.

iMISSyou.!

2nd day

2010-03-02T15:01:00.004+08:00

helooooo!
2nd day without ALEX YEESAN JING D:
bet no one reads this blog anymore too D:
haizhaiz.
anywaaaay,
yesterday,
after i come home,
rest awhile & all,
went off to tampines at 6,7plus.
went with mummy daddy lina lerkoon :D
liting had to study D:
mrt-ed thr :D
walk walk,
ate alot!
think i've grown fat,
hahah.
after tamp,
went home .
then todaaaay,
2March2010~
was supersupersuper tired when i woke up lorh.
cannot get up T.T
gahgah.
went school,
assembly,
got me xuanlun aziz.
kenneth & chengxiang dunno go where ?!
madan was with yuying .
went to classs!
reaaaad the BORING book.
can sleep lorh.
then,
recess :D
ateate,
then go back classs!
watch movieeee:D
haha, this time,
the movie is niceeee manzxzzxx.
interesting :)
in the midddlee, we had to go amphitheatre to do the art exposure thing ?
paint the dustbins :)
me & madan partnered up tgt !
paintedpainted ~
i like ours :D
jhahaha,
verrry nice,
pictures below of our dustbin!
hahaha.
then,
paint paint,
got another break ^^
go canteen drink water ~
then go bacccck,
got one bird fell down from upstairs??
wow.
injured le D:
finished our painting & all.
then go sit down ^^
there's this two guys with the teacher who helping us.
got one,
white colour shirt one,
daaaamn shuai :X
haha,
but both the guys look like twins :O
but madan was saying,
one is like skinny,
the other one is fatter abit ._.
so not twins?
hahaa i dunno!
& we both were trying to figure out what is the meaning or MRS ? & MDM ?
got no answer in the end!
HAHA.
then,
go home time .
thursday going singapore discovery centreeeeee.
yippppeee!
you know,
staying in school isnt so bad after all :D!
hehe,
kk,
byebyebye.

our finished dustbin!

the blue one is i draw!
green is madan!

nice ?:D

byebye.

1st day.

2010-03-01T17:16:00.002+08:00

heelllooo.
1st day without jingjingho!alexkong! & yeesan!
miss them lots.!
today slack in school.
thursday going singapore discovery centre ^^
haha,
at least better than nothing!
watch movie till sleep.
so boring the show. haiiiyo.
kk,
byebye.
i loveeeee my daddy <3!

im sorry for doing this to you D:

2010-02-28T21:21:00.000+08:00

ps!
the venus shir from giordano tht i want badly D:
& the shorts!!
i want it badly too D:
kbyebyebye

happyhappy:D

2010-02-28T19:58:00.002+08:00

helloo!
damn hyper todayzxzxx :D
wanna say first!
Happyy birthday Aaron/Shengyang:D!
may God bless you & hope all your dreams and wishes come trueee:)
hahah! :D:D

woke up around 9am plusplus ?
went to east coast mac with Alex Aunty Mummy Uncle Lerkoon Lina :)
eateat ,
yummy ;P
then
go beach walk walk arounddd,
then drove back home~
slack,
around 1.30 pm
went to bus stop wait bus,
going pp with jing.
sat 15 with her!
was going to accidentally meet ALEX!
went to watsons first,
jing needed to buy WATER & something else which cant be said! HAHAHA.
then,
wnt to GIANT!
see alllexxx:D
saw her~~
wahaahh!
after that,
went to shop for our stuff!
actually only jing's:X
since i not goingD:
buy leh~
then go eat KFC!
haha,
jing went first to buy,
while i sat at our seat in case ppl take away
xD
when she came back
she was telling me
she was arguing with the cashier person
the cashier: What drink do you want ?
jing : Coke
Cashier: You mean Pepsi ?
jing: Coke
and she just kept arguing with the cashier saying she wanted coke
HAHAHA
was laughing like siao over that,
right jing ?XD!
and rmb at giordano ?!
the pants,
which u took,
tht is actually for GUYS!
ahahah :D:D
love you loads manzxzx xD!
was laughing my ass off ;P
anwyaays,
came home,
bathed, now using com :D
yeeesan dont go camp D:!
kk,
byebyebye!

True love doesnt wait for you.

2010-02-27T12:01:00.003+08:00

Hellos,
finally blogging.
actually,
should say i only blog on fridays, saturdays, & sundays .
hahah.
past few days
nothing much happened?
i dont even remember anything,
p.s.
i have short term memory loss (:
aaaanywaaay!
Happpy birthday YITING!
hahaa:D
may God bless you ,
& hope all your dreams & wishes come trrue:D!

hehe,
okkay,
vehveh bored.
people going obs on monday!
then me leh ?)': stuck in school.
somemore nobody pei me)':
even sadder.
aaaaanyway!
nothing mch to say anyyway

maybe its just a crush on you.
maybe im too ugly for you
or too shy
or whatsoever
but i realised..
since you've moved on,
its no use for me to wait on.
i myself should just forget you & move on.
B.

GO listen to this songs!
远在身边
最近还好吗
starstruck
hero

:D
kk
LASTLYYY!

Congraaaatulations tooo
Charis & Weilong!
Last looooong oookeh!:D
Jiayoujiayou both :D!
Lesbie, sorry if i have ever done anything wrong to you,
but you'll always be my lesbieeee!
jiayou kay :D!
Weilong, you better dont break with my LESBIE!
treeeaasure her :D!
hehehe:D

kk,
byebyebye:D!
oh,
and,

I'll wait for you, till the day you feel that you can finally tell me your true feelings..

betrayaaaaaal!

2010-02-19T16:28:00.007+08:00

Hellooos.
feel like im going to fall asleeep now!
today's school was boring.
this sat going swimming :D
CNY photos belooooow!
went to universal studios!
didnt really go inside & play,
but see see around,
better than nothing?
hehe,
i lovee the song
我爱他
你为什么说谎
你最近还好吗

this three songs :D
rocks!
andand!
go watch starstruck! :)
its a disney channel original movieeeeeee!
starring Sterling Knight :)
& some other girl :D
& theres one seriously hilariously video ,
got the jonas brothers inside !
should go seeee!

Person 1
i am not easy to bully :)
im at fault , you're at fault!
just admit it.
you a coward who doesnt dare to admit their mistakes.!

Person 2
maybe i have been mean to you,
but havent you been mean to me too ?
shall i list out everything for you to see ?
you think you're so good ?
i dont really care whether you _____ or not.
you should think about what you did.
dont you think that you're being too unreasonable ?
think first before you say anything please.

Person 3
i didnt do anything wrong lah
why keep scold me.
urgh.
everything also me wrong?
wth
its not like you never do anything wrong kay.

if you dont like me this friend,
just tell me leh.
friends ARE supposed to trust each other.
we used to be ,
now we're more like strangers.
anyway,
im just wasting my time on people like this.
forget the past, move on.
:)
kk,
thts all
jingjing ho! pls blog blog blog.

CNY Photos 2010.

tooooodles!