Nothing lasts forever.
posted on Thursday, October 27, 2011 @ 6:48 PM
It's not a good thing, but it's also not a bad thing.
God made us who we are, & it's up to his decision to see if that something would last forever.
Anyway, I'm bullshitting over that. Ignore me please. Hah.
It's coming to the end of the year already.
Its so freaking fast!!! Seems like just yesterday that I started sec3.
Can say that, sec 3 no doubtly was the best year out of the 3 years in Mjr.
I made many new friends, but lost a few on the way.
But it's okay. Like I said, nothing last forever.
Tomorrow is the meet the parents teachers day.
Mr Lee, my form teacher, already told the whole class their class and level position.
Although I'm not satisfied with it, but, I'm actually quite surprised that I even got it.
Considering that I did super badly for Amaths, which must have pulled my total marks now.
Anyway!! Forget about that. I just need to work hard next year. :) starting now!
Feels like I'm the only one who keeps having friendship, & all sorts of problems.
Actually, tbh, I think I'm the one creating all this for myself.
Unneccesary troubles & worries lead to depression.
That is why you see me in school with a black face, or whatever you call it.
I'm getting so jealous over so many things that I feel I'm gonma go crazy.
It's weird , you know?!?!?
& it's not normal for anyone to get jealous that easily.
I can't understand!!!!!!!!
Nobody understands me.
I can't do anything right, & yes. I guess it's finally time to admit, IM NOT A GOOD FRIEND.
Nobody tells me anything anymore, I'm just this girl in class you have to tahan with,
& she'll attitude you whenever she feels like you.
Yeah see? Arghhhhggggh. Sometimes I hate myself so much I want to kill myself.
In the mean times, nobody talks to me anyway.
So I'll disconnect myself with the reality and MIA from fb & twitter.
I might blog here again, well depends on my mold anyways
I don't know what to do anymore.
Well, fck me!
Even if I'm shattered, will you be there for me?